Against Which, by Ross Gay
(CavanKerry Press, 2006)
Is poetry the genre that has the most fraught relationship with autobiography? It would seem not. There is an entire classification of poem just for confessing. There are entire poetries existing as testaments to experience and identity. My issue is that people compartmentalize what certain poetries are supposed to be doing. The poetry of autobiography can speak most emphatically to the condition a poet is born into. He or she has no choice to live in the world gay or as a woman or African-American or Native American. And it is through their experiences, through a singular examination of their identity, that they come upon insight and truth--a truth that can speak to the larger human condition. But to what degree must the poetry of autobiography remain faithful to and unfailing in its factuality? If it does not come directly from the poet's experience does that mean the poet is lying to us? I'm not sure if this is a resolvable question. I couldn't possibly read Marie Howe's What the Living Do if I thought she was fabricating her brother's death. However I may appreciate the fictional or the fantastical in poetry, I fear what I would feel about Howe's book if it weren't based on fact.
In terms of Ross Gay's Against Which, how should I incorporate what I take to be poems from an imagined speaker, or poems of an exaggerated truth, when it feels that one of the book's central events is Gay's father's death? The effect is not to cause a dissonance as fact runs against fiction. Instead, what I find is a book whose overwhelming argument is life. And the humanity that roots that life to us will use whatever means necessary to testify to its existence. Violence. Ego. Racism. Adoration. All sentiments, every sentiment is at play here. And so that each registers, Against Which openly straddles the line between autobiography and fictionalized speaker. Who are all these speakers? Can all of them be Ross Gay? Is he the one who would have killed the Drunk Man in a 7-11 parking lot? Is he the 14-year-old who had to train a 38-year-old new hire at Burger King? Remarkably, when I read these poems I believe they might be Gay. But correlation is unnecessary. All that matter is the deeper sense of all that life embodies. If that, at times, need be addressed by a dramatic speaker, then that dramatic situation functions as complement to the book's overall theme.
"What is the florid burden of living?" Gay asks. Gerald Stern, in his introduction to the book would approximate Gay's answer as rage and tenderness. I would agree. Against Which is a farewell embrace, with all that life of these speakers struggling to let death be death. My first introduction to Gay's work came a few years after Against Which was published. His poem in Ploughshares, "The Lion and the Gazelle," describes a child who has to witness his dog being shot in the head. The description, whether Gay has ever witnessed something like this, felt factual. And the feeling that lasted with me involved the child, and the reality death became for him. To me, a similar sentiment underlies Against Which, at least in its capacity to describe that life which survives the death of a loved one. Between tenderness and rage, it survives.
Recommended Links:
Against Which
Recording page at From the Fishouse
Ross Gay talks about How one of his poems happens